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{March 26, 2013}   {Review} The Sin-Eater’s Confession by Ilsa J. Bick

16075882From Goodreads: People in Merit, Wisconsin, always said Jimmy was . . . you know. But people said all sorts of stupid stuff. Nobody really knew anything. Nobody really knew Jimmy.

I guess you could say I knew Jimmy as well as anyone (which was not very well). I knew what scared him. And I knew he had dreams—even if I didn’t understand them. Even if he nearly ruined my life to pursue them.

Jimmy’s dead now, and I definitely know that better than anyone. I know about blood and bone and how bodies decompose. I know about shadows and stones and hatchets. I know what a last cry for help sounds like. I know what blood looks like on my own hands.

What I don’t know is if I can trust my own eyes. I don’t know who threw the stone. Who swung the hatchet? Who are the shadows? What do the living owe the dead?


This is one of those books that punches you in the gut, mainly because you cringe for the main character, his bad decisions, and the fact that this really could happen.  We learn the sad and often gruesome details of this story through the penitent letters of Ben, an extremely sad character who, a victim of circumstance, was at the wrong place at the wrong time, both literally and figuratively.  We often ask ourselves, “what if?” when dealing with tragedy.  This entire novel hinges on the “what if” as Ben slowly recounts what happened in his hometown of Merit, a place set in its bigoted ways, as he looks back on his not so distant past.

Jimmy is a young teen who, faced with narrow-mindedness and prejudice, looks for a different means of expressing himself.  Upon the revelation of some sexually charged photos published in a national magazine, both Ben’s and Jimmy’s lives are thrown into turmoil as Ben struggles to clear his “good name” and Jimmy attempts to appease his father and pastor.  One lie leads to another, and suddenly the world is turned upside down for Ben, though at no fault of his own.  Yet, as he attempts to make Jimmy understand, the unthinkable happens.  Murder.  In a small town.  A hate crime.  And Ben saw it all.

I have to admit, when the novel first opened, I wasn’t exactly sure where it was going to go.  It starts off rather slow, and we learn that Ben has indeed escaped his small town, but he hasn’t escaped his memories, and it is these memories that slowly eat away at his mind.  Hence, the letter format that Bick employs as Ben attempts to purge his soul.  It is ingenious, and it isn’t until the very end that readers understand the purpose of the letters. Thus, I highly recommend that, though the graphic nature of the novel is tough at times, readers should continue onward to the conclusion.  It is an amazing, sad story.

This is a breathtaking novel that is all the more scary because it could easily happen, though society would like to think that we are beyond this brutality.  The Sin-Eater’s Confession is a eye-opening novel that stares intolerance in the face.  Gruesome and graphic, yet palpable and poignant, Bick’s novel is not one you’ll soon forget.  Five stars.

5 stars

Lerner Publishing Group has been extremely gracious in allowing me to read a copy of this novel, via Netgalley.


hollybindurham says:

I’m glad to see you review this, because I haven’t seen anyone talking about it, either before or after it came out, and I only know about it because I saw it at the library and picked it up on a whim. You seem to be like me, not giving 5 stars to many books (I reserve that for the ones that just floor me and/or have a big impact on my life or my thinking, etc), so seeing you give 5 stars to this book makes me want to pick it up as soon as I can squeeze it in!! Thanks for the review :)

Oh, Holly, we should trade lists! We do sound alike! :) I really reserve my 5 stars, and so far in 2013, with 75 books read, I’ve only handed out 12. I’ll email you my list. :)

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